Why out of the nowhere are you trying to sway me back to you with your words? You know I am so weak for you. You know I really really want to be with you. You know that I have wanted it for so long now. But I am not a fool. I’m not in such a state where I forget to consider everything that is happening. You’ve made me your second choice. It’s a fact. Now you can’t have your first choice because of whatever reason. Divisions i’m assuming. That’s a fact. Now you’re coming back to me, and trying to tell me that you want your forever with me.
I don’t know if I want to take that risk again….But can you blame me for feeling this way? I don’t think i’ve ever felt so crappy for so long.
Give it a week to let all of this spill over. Somehow, I know that you’re going to go back to him. And you two will be all happy or whatever the hell you two are when you’re together.
I want to be with you…I just don’t want the chance of me being so severely hurt by you yet again.




